So ever since school was out I haven't posted anything so this is the first post since school was out. So my summer hasn't been the best it has actually been the worst summer that I have ever had. The weather hadn't even been that good. I need feedback so talk back. Give back to my blog so leave a comment.
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Thursday, June 11, 2009
Friday, May 22, 2009
GO NUGGETS
Okay anybody that watches T.V. now knows about the Nuggets. The always famous Carmelo, Anthony and Chris Anderson, A.K.A Birdman were awesome last night and won by 3 points to thrilling game. Even I who hardly ever watches a basketball game is thrilled about them winning this game.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Looking Forward to this Summer
This summer I plan on going:
- go to the mall
- go to the pool (all summer long)
- go to my friends house
- finish a few books
- go to another "friends" house
- go to my grandparents house
- go to my aunts house
- babysit my 2 new cousins
- visit Vagas and gamble (JUST KIDDING)
Favorite and least favorite time of the scool year
FAVORITE
My favorite time in the school year was when my class went to the YMCA and stayed for a few days. We had so much fun. I was new, so I met lots of people that are now some of my best friends. We also got to go swimming which was the best part of the whole trip.
LEAST FAVORITE
My least favorite thing was when my ex started calling me a desperate-burrito. That happened to be the worst day/rest of the year, of my life. He still even after about 6 months calls me that. He will never let it go. But it is kinda my fault because he was just calling me desperate in a Spanish accent but I thought he was calling me a desperate burrito so I shouted "STOP CALLING ME A DESPERATE BURRITO!!!!!!" that's when I realized that he wasn't calling a desperate BURRITO but just desperate. Now I regret thinking that he was calling me a burrito.
Friday, May 8, 2009
The Love Game Part 1
Still today I wonder what would have happened if I would’ve told him how I felt sooner and before it happened. Yes, I am referring to the last thing you want to happen to the one you love. I regret it every day, but I think about the pain it could’ve have caused me if I told him I loved him. The pain I have to go through now is probably just as bad. The counselor talked me through it all my parents didn’t know I loved him. All they knew was that he was a kid in my class. I know I should have told him but I was scared, scared that he wouldn’t say he loved me back, but I guess it’s better to say what you need to than to regret not saying enough.
The day after the funeral I decided to go to school. I kept getting these looks from people that I didn’t even know. I kept thinking that I had said something to these people that upset them. That’s when I remembered that they were the ones that knew that I loved him. They day of the accident kept playing over and over again in my head until it broke me. I was torn because of what I was I didn’t do.
The next day we had this new kid in school. His name was Broatty. He was really cute; he had straight blond hair that flowed in the wind. He was nice too. He asked to sit with me at lunch of course I was not being myself and didn’t say anything. I was surprised at what was happening. Nobody had talked to me until right now. After relaxing we started talking; we had a lot in common, like the fact that we both lost the love of our lives. Even thought I lost somebody too I didn’t tell him. His girlfriends name was Gabby. When he talked about her his face lit up, and he started to cry quietly almost too where I didn’t know it.
I gave him my number after lunch and told him I knew how he felt. I also told him to call if he needed anything.
That night he called crying.
For the next week we sat together at lunch and in the classes that we had together. We had become close friends that told each other everything. After about a month of this I realized I was falling in love with him. Finally he asked me out. He said it was a friend to friend evening but I wanted it to be a date. I was finally falling in love for the second time but I didn’t want to let him in. I didn’t want to feel alone again. I was afraid to let him in because what if I let him in then he left or decided he didn’t love me anymore. I would feel alone in this big world for the second time if he left.
TO BE CONTINUDED
The day after the funeral I decided to go to school. I kept getting these looks from people that I didn’t even know. I kept thinking that I had said something to these people that upset them. That’s when I remembered that they were the ones that knew that I loved him. They day of the accident kept playing over and over again in my head until it broke me. I was torn because of what I was I didn’t do.
The next day we had this new kid in school. His name was Broatty. He was really cute; he had straight blond hair that flowed in the wind. He was nice too. He asked to sit with me at lunch of course I was not being myself and didn’t say anything. I was surprised at what was happening. Nobody had talked to me until right now. After relaxing we started talking; we had a lot in common, like the fact that we both lost the love of our lives. Even thought I lost somebody too I didn’t tell him. His girlfriends name was Gabby. When he talked about her his face lit up, and he started to cry quietly almost too where I didn’t know it.
I gave him my number after lunch and told him I knew how he felt. I also told him to call if he needed anything.
That night he called crying.
For the next week we sat together at lunch and in the classes that we had together. We had become close friends that told each other everything. After about a month of this I realized I was falling in love with him. Finally he asked me out. He said it was a friend to friend evening but I wanted it to be a date. I was finally falling in love for the second time but I didn’t want to let him in. I didn’t want to feel alone again. I was afraid to let him in because what if I let him in then he left or decided he didn’t love me anymore. I would feel alone in this big world for the second time if he left.
TO BE CONTINUDED
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Before I die
Hey I'm back with another topic. Today I am writing about the 5 things I want to have happen before I die.
- Sky dive
- Have somebody that secretly loves me tell they love me
- Have someone that did something bad to me from long ago apologize
- Go to Ireland
- Swim with the sharks
Friday, April 24, 2009
Should we be able to talk on our cell phones while driving
I honestly think that it would be okay as long as you are paying attention to the road and being a safe driver you should be able to use it. Like if there was somewhere you need to be and you need to get directions I think that would be okay if you were still being a good driver. Maybe if the person was under 18 years old and had a blue tooth it would be a better idea then one that you have to hold. This is my story and I'm sticking to it.
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